The feeling of subconscious smothering is at the point of unbearable! i feel sick, along, i got a huge lump lodge deep in my throat.
Standing in my mirror, applying the makeup, i cry. I hate what i see. NOT everyday, but today, the hatred is overwhelming.
I feel over sized, bulging, these unwelcome curves seeming extra large.
The feeling of my clothes hugging against my skin, the feeling underneath my dress when i walk, my naked legs rubbing past each other, makes me want to carve a gaping hole between them, seperating them entirely.
Standing in my mirror, applying the makeup, i cry. I hate what i see. NOT everyday, but today, the hatred is overwhelming.
I feel over sized, bulging, these unwelcome curves seeming extra large.
The feeling of my clothes hugging against my skin, the feeling underneath my dress when i walk, my naked legs rubbing past each other, makes me want to carve a gaping hole between them, seperating them entirely.
Welcome to the feeling of claustrophobia inside my own body.
i need to get out
I need IT to get out!
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